I know, I have been silent for awhile now. Its not that I didn't feel like writing, its more to my mind is such a mess now, I don't think I can write a proper entry.
Lately, these things keep cropping up in my mind. I am already 3X , can be considered old. And... when I ponder back, I wonder what have I achieved? Seems like nothing.
Further to that, I can't seem to find my Mr. right either. Lack of friends and company is making the situation worse. It just seems to bleak. For years, ppl have been telling me, it will come. But will really come. I think probably I should stop hoping.
Maybe its time to do some disappearing soon.
I have also been trying to be prudent in my spending. I think I have sort of thought of a way to help with my spending. One thought is when I feel like splurging say on something I will not do it instead I would actually put that money in the bank. E.g if I saw a pair of shoes which I like, say it cost about RM80. Think whether I need it, if not bank that RM80 into my account. Sounds like a plan but now the question is, can I execute that flawlessly?
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What about doing community work for the happiness of others? When you are busy helping people, you will great satisfaction as it is a great achievements - making a difference to a person. I don't mean just donating money or adopt a child - I mean actual effort coming out of you. I am sure you will find a true sense of achievements in this way.
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